I feel like my parents think im a burden to them. they just want to get rid of the boon their carrying. One mistake from me and they make it all blown up and blame it on me. she noes wat im getting myself into isnt going to work out for me and yet she just wants to shoo me off so that i wont burden her anymore. she pretends tt it is e best thing for me and shows me her support but its all fake. the truth is, if i get myself into this mess, she wont be responsible for me anymore. she can pay for didi this and that. but for me, everything is just pushed over. I wish u realize ma!
I feel like screaming out all tt is inside me. nobody noes wat im going thru. its just a facade i put on everywhere i go to everyone i face. i think i ve mastered this art of acting that im beginning to even fool myself. i feel so screwed inside but i have no one to turn to....
Allah, sesungguh nya kepada mu aku berserah. jangan lah kau uji hamba mu yang lemah ini dgn dugaan yang tidak termampu aku tempuhi. tunjukkan lah kasih sayang mu padaku ya Allah, di saat aku merasakan kehilangan dan kehausan kasih sayang daripd mereka yang dekat dgnku. kerana akhirnya, aku hanya membutukan kasih sayangmu untuk meneruskan kehidupan ini.
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