Thursday, May 1, 2008

I didnt ask for him to be my first love

its impossible. entirely. but I STILL LOVE HIM. why Allah? why? why is this happening to me? its not fair. I ve never been in this situation. No guy has ever touched my heart. but he did. why does it has to be him? or why does it have to be me.

Googled for blogs with posts on Dude a while ago. So many girls out thr has fallen for him just like I did. And thr was tt utube fan of Dude who had pictures with Dude n all othr Cahaya casts. How e hell did she get tt? She must be a big fan, gg all the way to Jakarta. It seems, from her blog, she knows quite a lot abt Ririn Dwi Ariyanti n Naysilla too. wateva.But seriously, I dont know what is happening to me. Allah, I have so many other things to think and worry about. pls help me forget him if he wasnt made for me. please.

Why is this happening to me?
Why?
U dont know it, but it hurts. This is precisely why I have never let guys near my heart.

Just forget him Dil, let it go. He will never be there for you. You know its just a fantasy. Open your palm and let it fall away from your grasp. Dont give it a thot girl. Its not worth it. Let him go.
He isnt the one for you. YOU know it.


khudakhafiz.

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