oh great...i was thinkin a lot the whole of today.
firstly, while teaching hidayah at tuition just now, i was thinking. everyone is born with brains.common thing.but not everyone turns to be smart. sure you can study hard and grow to be an intelligent person. but wat teori goes out for those people who r just born smart or even those who are just smarter than e average kid. does it have to do with family inheritance? or probably some brain juice theory?I must be so lucky to have at least an intelligence level below the average kiddo. i managed to ace all the exams i have sat for so far. but i think my brain juices are evaporating. gosh!.... n then poof!!!!!
i was enlightened. all these must have been somethg tt have been pre-arranged by ALLAH. If he thinks u deserve it, then u get it. n if u dont, think wat sin u must have done n repent. So in the end, it finally comes down useful to me since Alevel results will be revealed THIS FRIDAY. (*kaching* Lisa didi actually msg me at tuition to let me noe) haha! so in the end, i have to convince myself tt if i deserve it, Allah will definitely give it to me. insyaallah. and i promise i will sujud syukur asap when i get my result slip...in tt very moment of happiness(i hope).
N well, ustazah also came up with e topic on sujud syukr at e mosque for tonite's preaching session. i hope it is a sign for me to be syukrilillah when i get my results. insyaallah.
i just want to make my parents proud. especially ammi jaan since she has an honour to uphold. an so do i. i wanna make them proud n lift the burden on them for supporting me.
ammi, abbah, hum apko koi shikayat nahin dungga. allah ko hume har galti seh maaf karo.
yeh...ek beti ki dua. khudakhafiz.
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