no wonder the titles like tt. the story is sooo impossible. for one thg, how can u POSSIBLY keep thinking of so,eone you saw walking on the street for barely 5 mins! n secondly, its totally IMPOSSIBLE tt you cant concentrate on ur daily life after tt few moment. n thirdly, its absolutely IMPOSSIBLE tt u happen to meet tt special someone again at a party. yeh saab to sirf filmi main hota hai....hai allah!
khudakhafiz
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Repentance of a disillusioned soul
yesterday, i was searching throughout the Quran for ways to calm myself down. I belive in fate. i pray:
O Allah, pls forgive my sins and accept my imperfect repentance.
Pls make me a better person n a better daughter.
Give my parents all the happiness tt they desserve and may they never have to face any hardships for as long as they are loyal to u in this life.
Fill up the lives of my siblings with your blessings. Light up our lives with your way of truth n do guide us in this life tt is full of challenges.
Show your mercy to those who are close to me, and may their lives also be lighted with the truth as u have lighted mine.
In times where i may lose hope, i seek refuge in your mercy and love.
Insya Allah.
and please give me good results tmrw and make my parents happy. pls Allah.
khudakhafiz.
Monday, March 3, 2008
Fast-Forward enlightenments
oh great...i was thinkin a lot the whole of today.
firstly, while teaching hidayah at tuition just now, i was thinking. everyone is born with brains.common thing.but not everyone turns to be smart. sure you can study hard and grow to be an intelligent person. but wat teori goes out for those people who r just born smart or even those who are just smarter than e average kid. does it have to do with family inheritance? or probably some brain juice theory?I must be so lucky to have at least an intelligence level below the average kiddo. i managed to ace all the exams i have sat for so far. but i think my brain juices are evaporating. gosh!.... n then poof!!!!!
i was enlightened. all these must have been somethg tt have been pre-arranged by ALLAH. If he thinks u deserve it, then u get it. n if u dont, think wat sin u must have done n repent. So in the end, it finally comes down useful to me since Alevel results will be revealed THIS FRIDAY. (*kaching* Lisa didi actually msg me at tuition to let me noe) haha! so in the end, i have to convince myself tt if i deserve it, Allah will definitely give it to me. insyaallah. and i promise i will sujud syukur asap when i get my result slip...in tt very moment of happiness(i hope).
N well, ustazah also came up with e topic on sujud syukr at e mosque for tonite's preaching session. i hope it is a sign for me to be syukrilillah when i get my results. insyaallah.
i just want to make my parents proud. especially ammi jaan since she has an honour to uphold. an so do i. i wanna make them proud n lift the burden on them for supporting me.
ammi, abbah, hum apko koi shikayat nahin dungga. allah ko hume har galti seh maaf karo.
yeh...ek beti ki dua. khudakhafiz.
firstly, while teaching hidayah at tuition just now, i was thinking. everyone is born with brains.common thing.but not everyone turns to be smart. sure you can study hard and grow to be an intelligent person. but wat teori goes out for those people who r just born smart or even those who are just smarter than e average kid. does it have to do with family inheritance? or probably some brain juice theory?I must be so lucky to have at least an intelligence level below the average kiddo. i managed to ace all the exams i have sat for so far. but i think my brain juices are evaporating. gosh!.... n then poof!!!!!
i was enlightened. all these must have been somethg tt have been pre-arranged by ALLAH. If he thinks u deserve it, then u get it. n if u dont, think wat sin u must have done n repent. So in the end, it finally comes down useful to me since Alevel results will be revealed THIS FRIDAY. (*kaching* Lisa didi actually msg me at tuition to let me noe) haha! so in the end, i have to convince myself tt if i deserve it, Allah will definitely give it to me. insyaallah. and i promise i will sujud syukur asap when i get my result slip...in tt very moment of happiness(i hope).
N well, ustazah also came up with e topic on sujud syukr at e mosque for tonite's preaching session. i hope it is a sign for me to be syukrilillah when i get my results. insyaallah.
i just want to make my parents proud. especially ammi jaan since she has an honour to uphold. an so do i. i wanna make them proud n lift the burden on them for supporting me.
ammi, abbah, hum apko koi shikayat nahin dungga. allah ko hume har galti seh maaf karo.
yeh...ek beti ki dua. khudakhafiz.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
day 1
gosh...im still trying to get this rite. cant be that difficult na? sad to say, THIS BLOG IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION.
things to do:
get a skin
update my profile
learn to post video n song clips
.....cant wait to get it started. just have loads on my mind to pen down these days.
things to do:
get a skin
update my profile
learn to post video n song clips
.....cant wait to get it started. just have loads on my mind to pen down these days.
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